Girl, CHILL OUT!

Whooooo! Hey guys & gals...just a quick update: I finally "moved" from one state to the next (back to my hometown). Let me tell you, it was NOT an easy task, lol. I was almost on the brink of throwing EVERYTHING away...hahaha. But the "cheap" side of me wouldn't allow that. So, with the help of my awesome dad & a family friend, we gathered enough energy to load everything on the U-haul & sail off down the highway and then to the storage where my belongings currently reside, lol.

For the past week now, I've been thinking about the next phase of my life. I haven't been meditating nor spending that QT with God on this because I almost feel as if I don't know where to begin. I know that spending time reading the Word, praying, & talking to God are crucial right now. Spiritually, I haven't been "here" because I once again feel overwhelmed. There are alot of things I'd like to do, & as I've stated in one of my previous posts, I become so overwhelmed at times to the point I don't do anything at all. At this point in my life, I cannot afford to do NOTHING. With that being said, my call of duty is approaching rapidly.

 So, I know God is leading me into another branch of ministry. I have always been that "big sister" to host of cousins/church members, friends, classmates, etc....and that is where I believe God would have me to be. Working with youth has always been a passion of mine, so I'm now just trying to see what age group that needs to be targetted the most & exactly what resources I need to get started, first in my church & then in the community.

I know God sometimes looks at me & says, "Girl, just chill out"...lol! I sometimes go overboard with everything. If I just take the time to sit down & do what I can while I can, I know things will go much smoother for me. Things def aren't always what they seem or appear to be. Man, I love God so much & I don't want to proceed to the next step ever again without his permission. I want to stay in his will, that's why I sometimes stall because its like I want to know that I know that I know that I know he has given me the "green light". I've also finalized where I'll be living, so I should be moving all of my stuff (yet again) within the next month! Other than that, I've been doing so much thinking lately & haven't had an appetite to blog. But I just wanted to stop by & say HI! My mind is all over the place right now, but with God I know I will make it! Sooooo, I'm just chillin' out until he says "GO"...lol.