Single & content....

(Isn't that picture hilarious???? Lol!)....At this point in my life, I really enjoy being single. As much as I desire to be a wife and mother one day, I thank God that it has not happened just yet. It feels good to be able to get myself "together" and take my time doing so without any distractions or roadblocks in my way. For example, being able to basically sleep in as long as I want to throughout the night & morning, taking as long as I need to in the shower, and only having to fix food for one person is lovely right now, lol. Though I do sometimes get lonely, I still count it all joy that I am able to find positive, healthy things to keep me occupied in my spare time such as giving advice, sending encouragement to many, working on my PhD, and ministry (most importantly).. My first "true" love recently got married about two weeks ago! I just knew we were meant to be, but God had other plans. We are actually really good friends and I am so happy for him. If he did it for him, I know he'll do it for me as well!

This picture is HILARIOUS to me....lolllllllllll!!!!!!  Soooo funny...

I understand more now that God will do things on HIS timing, and I surely do not want to rush him. I was told just the other day by a former male church member that my husband was LURKING around for me...lol. While it didn't surprise me (lol), it did further re-assure me that God has both of our best interests at heart. I often wonder how God is going to join us together, if my husband is someone I know, and when/where he will have us to meet & actually "know" that we are for one another. I'm proud of the woman I have become so far and pray that God will continue to bless, keep, protect, and strengthen my future husband wherever he may be. One day my dreams & visions will become realities, so for now I'm content and just enjoying each passing day.....

To my husband: If you are reading this, just know that I love you so much and am praying that God continue to mold us both into who we need to be for him, ourselves, and each other. I'm patiently waiting on you to find me, and I know that I'm all of the woman you need and then some (lol). When I see the smile upon your face, feel the warmth of your body through your hugs, and smell that cologne that makes me want to "melt", lol, I will be even happier! Take it easy boo and continue to seek God's face in all that  you do because I'll be doing the same.... YOUR WIFE- Nina...



Thanks for reading :-)