Sometimes I forget to just BREATHE! These last past 3 weeks have been very busy for me. Besides an intense week long job training, the start of my job working with 2nd graders, and the other hustles and bustles of life (school, ministry, getting class reunion plans on and poppin', etc.)....I am pooped! Its been a year since I've really been active and now that I am, my body feels as if it is shutting down though I know it is only getting used to moving around again. I've just entered my 3rd semester of my doctoral program and it is going pretty smoothly. The only thing that gets me is the weekly papers that I have to do. Though it isn't much work, my PROCRASTINATION makes it harder each and every week. Even with this, I still manage to get my work in with a good grade attached (thank you Lord, lol).
Just yesterday, I felt as if I took two Tylenol P.Ms when I really didn't. That's just how tired I was. After getting a nice amount of rest and having a better day today, I feel much better. I didn't realize just how "out of it" I was until the start of this week, lol. I'm slowly coming back around and know that I must find the strength and energy to continue on. I try to remind myself that it is NOT about me, but its all about Jesus. And with it being all about Jesus, I must be and feel at my best in order to effectively reach people on their level the right way.
My family is doing fine, church is growing, and school is moving right on along. I haven't been spending much time with God lately though. I must admit and be honest that I've so busy and tired lately that I haven't given him the praise, honor, and glory he so deserves! Its not him, but its me. I kind of just feel "here" as I've stated so many times before. Its like I know my future is still bright and whatnot, but I haven't made any plans for myself. Its like my vision is cloudy. I know its still there, but I just can't clearly see it right now. Even through this, I remain thankful and hopeful that things will turn around and work in my favor. At the same time, I KNOW that I must give God more of me.
So as you've read so far, this post is totally random. I don't really have anything of substance worth talking about right now because my mind is somewhat blank, lol. These past weeks away from the computer have been NEEDED. I haven't had much to say to anyone or anything, but I've just been sitting back evaluating my life and enjoying every minute of it! To those that have inquired, I am doing great. I will not and shall not complain! Please keep me in your prayers. Once I get re-adjusted to everything, I'll be back sharing my thoughts, giving encouragement, and continuing to just be NINA! Whew, life is something else....lol!
Thanks for reading :-)
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