Early morning chat....

"I'll sit on the sideline, as long as he's sitting with me".....is what I'm singing right now. The song is called Sitting With Me, by one of my favorite female gospel artist groups, MaryMary. Besides loving on this song right now, I'm just THANKFUL. I have soooo much peace about everything. I'm sitting in my bed just reflecting....reflecting on those that were once apart of my life but currently are not, those that I thought would be awesome for me as friends & even a husband but I have no dealings with now, how "church folks" can appear to be so uncaring (or actually are even though we are supposed to love one another, smh), how I am now content & relieved to have accomplished some things on my to-do list, how much fun I had with my family today, how much God really loves me, how appreciative I am for life......and the reflections go on and on. Even if this peace I am experiencing is just for a moment, I thank God for it. Sometimes I over analyze things, think too darn much, become upset & overwhelmed at the smallest of things, & even sometimes take things too personally. But God has really been working on me in those areas. Things that would upset me don't anymore because I'm making a conscious decision to "care not to care" (think about it). It doesn't mean that I'm a mean person, uncaring, uninterested, etc.....it only means that I'm loving others with "me" in mind! Since I've started doing that, I've become so at peace when it comes to people & their "opinions & actions". I can't sweat the small stuff (or even the big stuff), I can't worry about how people feel about me, I must do what I can while I can, if I don't want to do something...then saying NO is actually okay.....etc.----are all things that I'm thinking of as well. Anywho, I just wanted to chime in to say HI! I'm about to find something to eat (yes, at this hour #dontjudgeme...lol) and go to bed! God, thank you once again & I just ask that you keep your hands on me & the person/people that read this post. AMEN :-)

If you haven't listened to this song, then what are you waiting on??? 
Check out the lyrics & let them marinate....